Thursday, January 30, 2014

Growing through Mythology

      We are all in mythology--whether you are a star-crossed lover (the story of King Arthur), vain and in love with your own reflection (Narcissus), feel tricked into accepting responsibility you did not want to undertake (Persephone), or have had your love interrupted by a jealous sister (Ishtar and Ereshkigal).  These dramas occur because we lose sight of our interconnectedness and unity. Myth is a universal language filled with parables that echo our life struggles and triumphs.  The zodiac represents a universal time--a unit of measurement--better yet, a context of the situation.  These settings are "places" and "names" that represent the energy flowing through the universe and your psyche.  Mythology is one way for us to recognize patterns of energy so that we may journey back to ONE.
 
    On our journey of remembrance of unity, as individuals we have "aspects" or parts of ourselves that have "fallen" into duality.  We no longer represent the unity within ourselves--and no longer feel at "one" with the Creator or Creation energy.  (And anything other than an expression of unity is an illusion.)  I also find that it is not a coincidence that "sin" is very close to "sine" in Latin which means "without" and that "sin" in Hebrew literally means "to miss the mark".  What I believe is "missing" or "without" is the idea that we are not separate.
 
    Mythology is filled with stories about "mini-falls" or dualities, and as such they are filled with fears and desires.  These are the symptoms of an illusion since the good and the bad, the right and the wrong, are all emergent from the same energy.

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  The intention we put behind energies make entities/beings/contexts seem "positive" or "negative", but the Truth is neutral.  
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Mythology are stories in our collective conscious that remind us of times when we forgot the penultimate rule: that We Are One.  Dreams are an important mechanism to relay these stories in contexts that make sense to you--to personalize the universal.
 
    Every myth has its impossibility.  There is always something a little unexplainable....and this is why myth is relegated to fiction.  "How doe he have super strength?"  "How did she get pregnant as a virgin?"  "How did they return from the underworld?"  "How does s/he know things that we are heretofore oblivious to?"  But what if these stories represent real accounts written in metaphors, yet the metaphors have lost their context over time and are now taken at face value.  Once we can transcend the limitations of the chronological context, these stories represents underlying principles and archetypes that echo throughout time.  Again with each archetype representing a "duality" or a fall.  

      As we heal our mini-illusions that collectively create the grand illusion in our minds and bodies, your being, the planet and the universe(s)  will heal as well.  We can stop reenacting  the infinite play of illusion and participate in the reality of unity.  Our children will lead lives in abundance....rich with opportunity. And by "opportunity" I mean the ability to achieve that which is imprinted on their souls...what it is "in their blood to do"...to express themselves in the way they intend.  Opportunity is not equivalent to the ability to acquire mass amounts of wealth or to attain a position in a hierarchy that gives more weight to those who venture farther away from "one".  For as we seek to obtain credentials and goodies that set us apart from the rest, what we end up with is just that--being "a part, not whole--and without experience of the reality of equality.
 

Mythology assists us in understanding the forces in our lives that we have little understanding of.  We often wonder how it is we end up in the same situation or fail to learn a certain lesson, or why our lives never go quite as we plan them.  It is because who “we” think is doing the living and planning is only a small representative of the totality of our being.  There are planners in our being that many of us are largely unaware of.  A part of you wants you to fail because you don’t think you can do it, you are not worthy, or maybe because deep down inside, you know that the path you are pursuing is not the location of your bliss.  
 
Ossian Summoning the Spirits, GĂ©rard, 1802
The forces that make up your own sphere of consciousness are the same ones that govern the body and the universe, but are manifested as psychological dispositions.  Your mind, body and spirit are in constant war with itself to create harmony (another paradox)—much like the cosmos—to maintain a balance.  We already have a notion of this in our biological sciences called “homeostasis”.  Homeostasis is the idea used to talk about how various parts of your biological being work together to achieve balance, and that when organs and systems are out of balance, dis-ease occurs.  Your conscious and subconscious mind also works in this fashion. 
 Psychological discomfort often arises because we are all of these energies, but desperately try to identify only with those attributes that we consider positive.  This of course disrupts our natural state of internal harmony and agitates the energetics inside of us that we  consider "negative".  Ironically, as experience is a large circle or loop, the more we run away from the dark or negativity, the faster we run into it again.  All is experience—positive and negative—the best we can do is to hold on to the center. 

We are all one, we are all the energy of source...there is no need to be envious, confused, angry or depressed.  Yet, don't beat yourself when you feel these emotions.  If you find yourself reenacting any of these "mini-falls", look at the source of this situation/feeling.  Be honest.  You can look through a mythology book (or website)...identify with the "fall", the character, the setting...and call upon the name associated with this fall to acknowledge, process and release this fear/desire. 



In La Kesh

 
{"I am another you"}
 
~*Sophia Alcyone*~


 

Why "Master Infinity"?

Who am I? Why am I here?

Both questions that have simultaneously uninteresting and fascinating answers.

On the uninteresting side, we know that—in references to the aforementioned questions—we are:

          a) Human Beings
          b) Here by way of procreation of two other human beings.


* Not too exciting right? *

 On the more interesting side of things, we are:
         

          a) Both time-bound and timeless entities 
          b) Destined to experience as much or as little of an infinity as we desire.

     The nature of human being is that we are in a paradoxical maze of experience. On its face, everything seems pretty “normal”. “A” causes “B”. You are here and I am there. However, again there is an interesting extra dimension to being if we choose to define the human condition as such. 



Our situation can be represented by the infinity symbol. While the whole symbol in itself is interesting, it is in the middle that we can witness an endless stream of experience--a.k.a. eternity. The experience of being both in and out of time; of being both dark and light; of being a cause and a consequence. From this vantage point, we can see polarities of experience that both leave and return to center.  

For an interesting presentation on ancient symbology concerning  maintaining centeredness amongst polarity in art and religion, please see my post on: Learning from Fortune's Wheel. (forthcoming).

 



In La Kesh
{"I Am another You"}
 
~*Sophia Alcyone*~
 









My Wake Up Call


          I’m not usually good at something the first time when it comes to physical endeavors.  I think I attended two softball practices before I got hit in the head with a fastball and never came back.  I played soccer for the local leagues for three years but was always stuck playing the same position—defense.   In P.E. I dreaded any team sport that involved a ball and a racket, net, or any other kind of obstacle that you had to throw, kick, or fling a ball into.  I preferred running, gymnastics, or any type of physical activity that didn’t require me to coordinate my clumsy physical exertions with anyone else's.

In my twenties I really got into running.  I ran 5ks, 10ks, quarter marathons, half marathons and full marathons, because to me, running (especially long distance running) was all about mental stamina.  And that, I had plenty of.  I wasn’t the quickest runner or the most efficient, but I was the runner who smiled the whole time and crossed the finish line with a heel click.  I truly enjoyed spending time with myself inside my head—and finding new ways to take my mind off of the fact that my legs felt like burning tree stumps.  It never occurred to me that the inner dialogue I engaged in during these sometimes excruciating moments could be considered to some as meditation.

For me, meditation wasn’t one of those things I was dying to try.  Generally, I stay away from “trends” and meditating seemed like one more trend that I didn’t’ want to get caught up in—kind of like skinny jeans, e-readers and apps.  Yet, one early spring day my enlightened office mate Ben asks me, “Hey, do you meditate?”  Immediately images of being folded up in an impossible position on the floor quietly listening to my “inner voice” flooded my brain.  Being bored to tears…just sitting there…waiting for some great awakening.  “No,” I said breaking my inner-visioning, “It has actually never occurred to me to try.”  “You should try it,” Ben replied, then began rattling off the benefits of meditation and how it has helped him uncover peace in his own life.  I believed him, because amidst the neurotic, competitive, and socially awkward arena of graduate school, Ben seemed remarkably chill and grounded.  I replied to his convincing meditation “pro” list with, “I’ll have to give it a try”, and continued writing my lecture notes for the afternoon’s discussion on cross-national perspectives of income equality.

          I didn’t think much more on the topic of meditation for days.  But I could tell that I was headed in the direction of another not-so-happy episode in my life.  It was like clockwork.  I would hit a short period of fluidity in my life filled with contentment and clarity—followed by an agonizing three-month downward spiral of struggle and uncertainty.  It was almost as if there was an expiration date on my happiness.  Kind of like one of those crazy car dealership commercials…

Come on down!  We have a special on happiness today!  We have all kinds of happiness:  unconditional love, abundance, joy, self-esteem.  But we only have a limited supply!  Come visit us on the corner of elation and gratitude today! 

Then, in that fast, deceitful speech:

Restrictions apply.  Only available between the dates of May 25th through June 2nd.  Void in states of mind that prohibit you from accepting yourself and others around you.  Call your maker for details.

I’m not asking to be happy 100% of the time.  I’m not asking to reach that level where I am told that I have inoperable brain cancer but can still muster the energy to optimistically dance in the street and declare my eventual undeniable success in beating an incurable malady.  No.  I am asking to be able to love myself, my husband and my children without condition.  I am asking to avoid second and triple guessing myself, and to put down my heavy knapsack of guilt, inadequacy and fastidiousness everywhere I go.  That’s all.  If there was a God, surely He would have made it a little easier for me to function.  Hell, He would have made it easier for everyone to function.  Instead, millions endure alienation, humiliation and toil just to meet basic human needs. 

I cannot focus on my school work.  I’m supposed to be reading articles that will inform my nebulous dissertation topic, but despair creeps into every fold of my despondent brain.  Damn,” I think to myself, “Here I go again.  I just wish I KNEW that I am going to be okay, that I am headed in the right direction, that I have a purpose...”  I pull the cap off of my yellow highlighter and mindlessly accent a passage in the journal article under the “limitations and suggestions” section.  Then, amidst the rambunctious voice of my inner-critic, I hear a comforting voice assert, “There IS a God, and He loves you.”

Instantly, something in me responds with a genuine knowing Mona Lisa smile.  Before I have time to doubt what was just revealed to me, my mind instantly replays my conversation with Ben, my officemate, about meditation.  Spontaneously, I re-cap my highlighter, push myself away from the small wooden dining room table and head for my inviting coffee-brown over-sized sofa.  I plop down comfortably in my “TV watching” pose, but instead decide to cross my legs and straighten my back.  I then take a deep, relaxing breath and gently close my eyes.  Alright, I completed steps one and two of meditating—sit like a pretzel (check), close eyes and relax (check, check).

I wasn’t really sure what to expect next.  The only thing I witnessed was the back of my quivering eyelids, and so far, nothing magical was happening at all.  Frustrated, I reposition myself, settling deeper into the couch cushion and coerced myself into a deeper relaxation. 

In milliseconds I was catapulted into an expansive void whose form and color changed fluidly like a futuristic neon billboard.  There were blues, greens, pinks and yellows…pulsating and shifting left and right, up and down, and in and out.  This formless thing looked alive!
  Just as I was beginning to wonder how it was even possible to have this experience, I felt myself leaving the colorful presence and being drawn into a bright white light amidst a curtain of black.  Like the colossal rainbow-colored animate being, this bright light also seemed very alive.  I pulled back even farther to witness a spherical luminescent shape.  In the center was a bright column of piercing blue-white light which looked like two funnels with their narrow sides butted against each other.  Beautiful bands of energy dove in and out of the funnels like a self-generating never-ending light bulb. 

Suddenly I found my own spirit merge with the elegant flood of energy.  I felt “charged” as an astonishing and comforting rush of energy flow through me.  Although I could not sense the rhythm of my own heart at the moment, I felt as if my whole being pulsated to the rhythm of the Universe.  It was at this moment I felt the ultimate Truth of existence—We Are All One.
(This is what I saw--click here to see the animated graphic to put it all in perspective.)



Jim Carey has a very touching story that reminds me of how I felt in my own "awakening" at 7:28 in this video called "Awakening":




I would *LOVE* to hear your stories about your "wake up call".  Please write it below in the comments section OR e-mail me.  I will never use your stories for any other purpose but personal enjoyment.





In La Kesh
["I Am another you"]
 
~*Sophia Alcyone*~

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

The Mission


The Mission of “Mastering Infinity”

 

What I have to say here are ideas and concepts that have repeatedly reared their heads in a variety of regions, times, and philosophical traditions.  In this way, these ideas come as close to the “truth” as our words and art are able to encapsulate.  We often have a tendency to believe that the “Truth” with a capital “t” has yet to be discovered.  It has, but the Truth is so basic that it seems to fail to do the mystery we feel in our souls justice.  The Truth seems so elusive to us, yet is encoded in our very being.  When you hear stories of acts of selflessness—whether between strangers, friends, family or even in the animal kingdom—you are witnessing the Truth being acted upon.  That we are all one.  That you are I and I are you.  That the only thing that separates us is an idea; a perception.  That is the Truth. 

             The moment we not only recognize, but can hold and act upon this idea in our minds and bodies without any fear, desire or doubt is the moment of healing.  And because we are all connected, the moment you heal, others around you heal as well, like a gigantic set of dominoes one-by-one falling head over heels in love with life.
 
 
The mission of “Mastering Infinity” is to assist you in your journey recognizing and accepting your infinite existence.  To understand that your being stretches to the highest of “heavens” and the deepest depths of “hells”— it is all within YOU.   The main philosophical tradition motivating every piece of information available on this blog is to spark your remembrance that
We Are One.
 
 

In La Kesh
{"I Am another you"}


~*Sophia Alcyone*~